samgam

Fuzzy Teenage Bunny

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Life is lacking anything
That makes me sweat
Oh, I wish I could forget
The feeling of being inspired
In such a way
That I have to say
How much I want to die
Oh, I hate to lie
But it made me feel alive

And I am just waiting
For the misery to return
There's no lesson I've learned
In the grand scheme of things
Sure, I have some troubles
And they stress me out
But I don't want to shout about the pain
So what is there to gain?

I know it seems bad
That just feeling sad
Isn't enough for me
I just miss the day
When I thought of different ways to die
You may say I'm pathetic
But you just don't get it
How much a dead soul can inspire

And I am just waiting
For the misery to return
There's no lesson I've learned
In the grand scheme of things
Sure, I have some troubles
And they stress me out
But I don't want to shout about the pain
So what is there to gain?

I just miss
Feeling like I am dying
It's so much more exciting
Than feeling dead
I just miss
Fighting the voices
Resenting the choices
Life just feels so pointless
Without chaos!

So I am just waiting
For the misery to return
There's no lesson I've learned
In the grand scheme of things
Sure, I have some troubles
And they stress me out
But I don't want to shout about the pain
So what is there to gain?

 

Bunny

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I can relate to that. When I got over depression I felt empty and wanted it back. I felt like I'd never be inspired again ha ha.

It was half true.

 

samgam

Fuzzy Teenage Bunny

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I do pump out less poetry than I used to, but I hardly ever wrote any positive sort of poetry, so I guess that's to be expected. I think I'm going about the same (extremely slow) pace with other things, though. lol

 

Kimberley

Furry Young Bunny

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Maybe you guys need to find something else to inspire you? You may find you can write happier things? :)

 

Bunny

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Maybe, but for me that sort of inspiration is too powerful to sit down and write with...if I'm really happy and want to write I get all excited and run around like an idiot instead of writing ha ha.


I like writing when I'm content to be honest.

 

Raivyn

Growing Baby Bunny

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Unfortunately I can relate to this in some ways. I haven't bested depression yet, but I do know the inspiration it stirs can die when it does.

 



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Nameless (samgam) is a Novelist who has made 557 posts since joining Creative Burrow on 05:36pm Sun, Mar 8, 2009. samgam was invited by No One.

About samgam
A random ball of awkward. Now available at WalMart!

Along with writing things I've never published, I've edited books for a company that failed.

My newest hobby is knitting.

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Fantasy, romance, drama, humor

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